The First written letter is from my encouter with God from an singles encounter held in Tagaytay...
dated november 26 2011.


Dear Erwin,

               Today your goals were reset, your dreams were challenged, new ones were set, A lot were abolished. I hope that you will use it well.This time,I gave you a chance to see me once again, To learn new things from past lessons and to meet new friends, I hope that you understand yourself better now.

               There are times when I don't really show up to you, those feelings of emptiness you felt were my ways to make you thirst for me more, cherish them my child. Don't worry that you didn't feel me, Don't be afraid , cause the truth is... I am there always! I just chose not to let you feel my presence. I think it would be better that way.

                You know, Matagal ko ng gusto kang pagawain ng ganito... that my words to you to be written in a letter and then later on occupying the internet. don;t worry about the readers thou, let me take them on.

                Did you not notice how things fall into exactly the same place they ought to be? Yes they were as planned, but... have you ever wondered why they were always inline with your thoughts? that's because... We are alike.

                You may not see it, but I truly do. You are wonderful beyond perception as well as I am wonderful beyond description.

                Many more problems will surely come in your way, in your life, in your writings, in your blogs. but don't worry just treat them as a challenge and laugh at it anyway.

               Every book you've read, every talks you have listened, every seminar you have attended and every lessons you've learned were all connected in a way or two. they are all in preparation for bigger things to come. its because I expect a lot from you.

               Don't get it wrong, I don't simply give you failure, I give you the best experience you could have ever got.experience which no other does, this is because I believe in you that much. the reason that you have a lot is because I expect a lot more from you

               Don't be sad or feel bad that you are different from others.I made you that way cause I want to use you too. and if you are the same as everyone else, then how and why would I use you for those goals?

              I love you just the ways you are. I can see all the burdens that you carry. I can see all your hidden joy and most of all... I can see your heart.

              More days will come and whole lot more of people will meet you, a lot more experince will come to challenge you. but this is only that you could be so much more worth it.

              I love you,
              Please live you life to the fullest
              => God.